I'm in love with a boy since 3 yrs.. just 1 sided..i have expresed my feelings 3 yrs back.. im so mad about him that i cant stop talking to him..i want to be atleast friends with him..I will easily excuse him for all the pain he have caused and talk to him like nothing happend..He too treats me well like a friend..sometimes like a very clse frnd and like he mean it..but ignores me whenhe is with his friends whom he likes more than me..or his sister even when im around..I dont want him to stick around only me..i just want him to atleast talk with me nicely now and then.. im being too desperate..but i cant help it.. i cant even resist not calling him for more than a day.. what do i have to do.. how do i forget him.
I dont want him to love me back..I just want to get over him.. I clearly know that he is not the right one for me.. but I keep loving him.His mere presence makes me feel happy.But i cant live like this anymore.. i dont want to. I tried to stop talking to him. but somehow i end up calling him.. I dont even know why I love him that much.. but i know that he is not the one that makes me happy but “I feel” happy when he’s talking to me or when he’s around.. I know that i cant forget him easily but I want to stop talking to him .. I cant resist myself..
Isn't that normal for a girl who’s crazy about a guy?? Tell me if im wrong and my expectations aren’t too high. It seems you guys haven’t experienced one sided love with little expectations I think.I envy you all. And this guy im talking about he’s close to me sometimes.. real close.. he shares everything and then suddenly he leaves me like im nothing to him.. If he’s not caring about me from the start I woudnt have expected anything from him…but he was like a real close frnd sometimes..I dont think expecting is my problem right now.. my problem is about forgetting him.
You don't need to forget him and continue being friends. But it would be best for u to forget this irrational opinion of yours that u cant stand without talking to him for more than a day. U can standit but u dont want to. Just call him not more than twice a week and understand that talking with him isone way to enjoy life. But there are so many other ways to do so look for more eligible guys. On the other hand being in a relationship is oneway to be satisfied ion life. But there are so many other ways like look for any activity that u find absorbing or develop some goals in your life and pursue them with discipline. Hehas no reason why he must be nice to u thats completely his choice and has got nothing to do with u. U can easily forget him once u divert ur mind to new goals. Not able to talk to him does not cause ur emotional misery but your own irrational philosophy that “I cant stand without talking to him” .U have the power to give up this crooked philosophy and improve ur well being. If u want u can still call him everday stupidly and become moremiserable.
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